I Will: A Promise

"I Did"   

    Some people always hope that they could go back when they are still a child, it’s not bad to imagine that but honestly we should by now remove that imagination. There is a future that awaits for us. A future that we sure say, “Let’s make that impossible, possible”. Come to think of it, as a grade ten learner, it’s not even counted using more than the fingers we have, we are already set to jive in into our dreams as an adult. The feeling of excitement and anxiousness is what I felt all along as I drive myself towards my next journeys. I cannot help to say, “Dandanin, bassit laeng nga anusen”.

    Now, I have many dreams in life. There is a mixed list in my mind that I cannot yet organize. But then the question is, how do I see myself a decade from now? A decade from now, I already see myself slowly but surely achieving the dreams I have dreamed or being successful, perhaps. I can see myself helping my parents, giving back the efforts they have put in me all along. I can see my younger self smiling happily with a warm heart, reminiscing the past for I have exerted a lot of effort for me to step to where I am, a decade from now. 

    Focusing on my career, ten years from now, I can see myself as a Psychiatrist while being a newly board passer Lawyer or a profession that is also in the field of Medicine ( I'm still undecided what to pursue when it comes to the field of medicine:>). How is that possible? I have planned that Psychiatrist will serve as a way for me to continue the next step in the field of my chosen career. Being a Psychiatrist will be my pre-law nor pre-med. It might take longer than I expected it to be but then, I know the result will turned out good and satisfying. 

    As I continue to triumphantly move forward, surpassing the thunders and storms that come along my way, I can’t help to feel the contentment. Nevertheless, I felt it in a sense that the contentment leads me to aim for more. To achieve more, to be braver and stronger in order for me to feel the higher level of satisfaction. Therefore, I know that the desire I have to feel the higher level of satisfaction will lead in to something that I will always be thankful for. That will lead me to better life and future. For now, it’s my achievements that seem small but actually big that made me proud. 

    A decade from now, I hope and believe that the tears we had in certain moments will serve as a river so that our boat will have its way, will smoothly move forward, leading to the success we have aimed ever since we started formulating our goal. I’ll be able to support myself alone. I’ll be able to treat my family like what I have always want to do now. I’ll be able to help also other people without financial problem. I hope that I’ll be able also to call myself a “rich ninang”, it seems funny but I really want to achieve that phase where at some random moments, I will always say, “agbalin nakto nga rich ninang”. Lastly, a decade from now, I’ll be able to say “I did” in the lyrics, “it’s fine to fake it ‘til you make it ‘til you do, ‘til its true”. To YOU who are reading this blog, padayon and you can do it. :)

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