Three Fine Months of Mine

How Am I?


    Spending three months  in school made me realized a lot of things as well as made me change some of my perspectives in life making me look back and reflect on the reasons for those changes. Even in this brief time, I have gained an enormous amount of learnings and discoveries. I learned that, in comparison to when I was in grade nine, I had changed significantly as a grade 10 student. During grade nine, when I got a low score from any of the activities or exams given, I overthink so much that it made distracted for a whole day in school thinking about it like my grades will depend on that certain score. Now that I am in grade ten, as much as I can, I tried to avoid the overthinking's I used to do before, instead of doing it, I always try to put in my mind that "It's already done, the only thing I can do is to be more better tomorrow", that basic thought pattern of mine helped me a lot in making my first two months in school bearable. Moreover, being apart from someone is part of growing up. When I heard the lists of my new classmates, and none of my closest friends became my classmate, I tear up, but surprisingly, I learned a lesson in that short moment of mine, that in order to grow, we have to acknowledge the reality as well as that responsibilities given no matter how uncertain we may feel or how unprepared we are to handle  them. 

    Naturally, I wont also forget the moments in school proper. I also learned and discovered a lot of things during discussions that I will undoubtedly use as I become older. I won't deny how amazed I was to discover things that I hadn't even encounter before. It surprised me how the discoveries and lessons was unexpectedly applied in my everyday life. When it comes to ICT 10, I wont deny that my favorite lesson is about making blogs. Writing blogs encouraged me to communicate some of my feelings that I am unable to express vocally. I was really interested in this aspect of ICT since it allowed me to share my understanding and perspectives on various topics. In general, I learned and discovered that in order to really comprehend the things we come across on a daily basis including the subjects that we are discussing in school, we must learn to appreciate and cherish them.   

    Despite the fact that I genuinely enjoyed attending to school, I cannot avoid problems and challenges. That includes academic pressure. Even though my parents have always been encouraging and never allow me to feel under pressure, I believed that the pressure I was putting on myself came from within. One of the challenges also that I am facing almost everyday is temptation. My major task was nearly put off due to temptation from items like my phone and the things I wanted to do. 

    Despite the challenges that I am encountering, I always try my hardest to go over them by considering what advantages I stand to gain from doing so. I constantly remind myself not to give in to pressure. To enjoy studying but with commitment. For my own improvement, I made every effort to resist temptation when it presented itself, like what I usually do. I'm hoping that I'll be able to consistently perform those actions given.  

    Moving on, I will continually give my very best for my betterment. I believe that as I keep going, it will get better. Not just in the world but also in myself, I will bring about the change that I wish to see. I will end my reflection with a quote of Jack Ma which awakes me to keep on going as well as on how fortunate I am that I was able to survived the days that have passed, "Never give up. Today is hard, tomorrow will be worse, but the day after tomorrow will be sunshine". Thank you for being good to me, First Quarter.


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Comments

  1. You're on the path to greatness, Kiella! One step at a time <3

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    1. Thank you, Loren! I'll surely try and work on the saying "one step at a time" :)

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  2. Continue to work hard, keep on striving kielly ^^

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    1. Thank you, Ash! I will surely continue to work hard and keep on striving :)

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  3. Time to strive and wish you goodluck^^

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